This is what I feel

Again n again
this feeling again
really cut my heart into pieces
and as usual, crying is the best cure
and then hibernate for a long time
yeah, that my way
maybe sumone think that
I am too sensitive
I am too emotion
I am selfish
But, that normal
That's life
What is life then if there is no feeling?
Very bored rite?
U guys, have u ever put urself in my shoes?
I dont ask u to do it everytimes
But, if sumtimes
I do appreciate it
Yeah, we are 4th year now
n there are so much alternatives
day by day the alternatives become more n more
just pick one
the decisions is urs
A or B or C or D
see, 4 choices then
Seriously
I dont really care what u guys want to do
coz i'm not so busybody
but when it is directly infront of me
what do ur expect from me?
what should I feel?
no feeling at all?
treat that there is nothing happen?
come on
put ur self into my shoes, then u know what I feel
oh ya, one more thing
be thankful


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